Back to December

I'm so glad you made time to see meHow's life, tell me how's your family
I haven't seen them in a while
You've been good, busier then ever
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up and I know why

'Cause the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses and I left them there to die

So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to december all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to december, turn around and make it all right and
I go back to december all the time

These days I haven't been sleeping
Staying up playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed and I didn't call
And I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side,
Realized I loved you in the fall
And then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was goodbye

So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to december all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to december, turn around and change my own mind and
I go back to december all the time

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile, so good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night,
The first time you ever saw me cry
Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
If we loved again I swear I'd love you right

I'd go back in time and change it but I can't
So if the chain is on your door, I understand

But this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to december
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine and
I go back to december, turn around and make it alright and
I go back to december, turn around and change my own mind and
I go back to december all the time

All the time

THIS GIRL

there’s this girl, the one and only wonder of this world (my world)
And it don’t matter if the road gets rough, if me rich or poor
she stay down with me if me go to war (my girl)

love you 'cause you are, 

every single star in the constellation, that’s enlightening my heart
special gift from God, wherever you are
girl, you got more presence than a hundred santa clauses
and I know we’ll stand together when the world falls down
and I know that our forever’s gonna start right now, yeah

there’s this girl, the one and only wonder of this world (my world)
and it don’t matter if the road gets rough, if me rich or poor
she stay down with me if me go to war (my girl)

there’s this girl, the one and only wonder of this world (my world)
and it don’t matter if the road gets rough, if me rich or poor
she stay down with me till we in the floor (my girl)

these are hardest times, love’s so hard to find
blessed is the man who has a woman at his side
this for you I write, never do me wrong
if you’re ever missing me just read to this word
and you know (you know) we lay together when the sun goes down
and I know (I know) still be together when it comes back ’round

there’s this girl, the one and only wonder of this world (my world)
and it don’t matter if the road gets rough, if me rich or poor
she stay down with me if me go to war (my girl)
there’s this girl, the one and only wonder of this world (my world)
and it don’t matter if the road gets rough, if me rich or poor
she stay down with me till we in the floor (my girl)

I said she stay down with me if me go to war
I said she stay down with me till we in the floor

girl, give me everything I need
she’s there every time I call upon her, ya know?
my girl, she's  Anita Nababan

Like an Angel

I've been searching for you for so long
My life's been sacrificed
I've been longing for truth
And now I have found all that in you

Like an angel you came to me
And now I see
The stranger in me is finally free
To fel true love

From heaven I knew you were born on the wings of love
you were brought to me
I've been longing for truth
Journeyed so far to be with you

Like an angel you came to me
And now I see
The stranger in me is finally free
To fel true love

Somebody's me

You, do you remember me?

Like I remember you?

Do you spend your life

Going back in your mind to that time?

Because I, I walk the streets alone

I hate being on my own

And everyone can see that I really fell

And I'm going through hell

Thinking about you with somebody 

Somebody wants you

Somebody needs you

Somebody dreams about you every single night

Somebody can't breath without you, it's lonely

Somebody hopes that one day you will see

That Somebody's Me 

How, How could we go wrong

It was so good and now it's gone

And I pray at night that our paths soon will cross

And what we had isn't lost

Cause you're always right here in my thoughts

Somebody wants you

Somebody needs you

Somebody dreams about you every single night

Somebody can't breath without you, it's lonely

Somebody hopes that one day you will see

That Somebody's Me

You'll always be in my life

Even if I'm not in your life

Because you're in my memory

You, when you remember me

And before you set me free

Oh listen please

Somebody wants you

Somebody needs you

Somebody dreams about you every single night

Somebody can't breath without you, it's lonely

Somebody hopes that one day you will see

That Somebody's Me

All My Only Dreams

Every night I pray, I'll have you here someday.
I'll count the stars tonight, and hope with all my might.

That when I close my eyes, you'll be right by my side.
If I could only have one wish you'd be the girl whose lips I'd kiss

All my only dreams. 

And when I close my eyes, you'll be right by my side.

If I could have just one request, stay with me girl I confess.

All my only dreams. 

Any waking hour it seems, I only have you in my dreams

So every night I pray, I'll have you here one day.

I'll count the stars tonight, and hope with all my might.

That when I close my eyes, you'll be right by my side.

If I could have just one request, stay with me girl I confess.

All my only dreams


This is my prayer for you my Beloved one..
Anita Nababan

IN MY LIFE

There are places I remember
all my life, though some have changed.
Some forever, not for better.
some have gone, and some remain.

All these places have their moments
with lovers and friends I still can't recall.
Some are dead and some are living.
In my life I love them all.

But of all these friends and lovers,
there is no one compares with you.
And these memories lose their meaning
when I think of love as something new.

Though I know I'll never lose affection
for people and things that went before,
I know I'll often stop and think about them.
In my life I love you more.

Though I know I'll never lose affection
for people and things that went before,
I know I'll often stop and think about them.
But in my life I loved you more.
I love you more.
I love you more.

Anita Meriam Sukmawaty Nababan

TRULY MADLY DEEPLY

I'll be your dream 
I'll be your wish
I'll be your fantasy.
I'll be your hope
I'll be your love
Be everything that you need.
I love you more with every breath
Truly madly deeply do..
I will be strong I will be faithful
'Cos I'm counting on a new beginning.
A reason for living.
A deeper meaning.

I want to stand with you on a mountain.
I want to bathe with you in the sea.
I want to lay like this forever.
Until the sky falls down on me...



when the stars are shining brightly
In the velvet sky,
I'll make a wish
Send it to heaven
Then make you want to cry..
The tears of joy
For all the pleasure and the certainty.
That we're surrounded
By the comfort and protection of..
The highest power.
In lonely hours.
The tears devour you..
I want to stand with you on a mountain,
I want to bathe with you in the sea.
I want to lay like this forever,
Until the sky falls down on me...

Oh can't you see it baby?
You don't have to close your eyes
'Cos it's standing right before you.
All that you need will surely come...

I'll be your dream
I'll be your wish
I'll be your fantasy.
I'll be your hope
I'll be your love
Be everything that you need.
I'll love you more with every breath
Truly madly deeply do...

Happy birthday mama

" Mama telah melahirkan aku dengan menangis kesakitan, maafkan aku telah sering menyakitimu ma, maafkan aku telah sering melawan kepadamu ma, mengacuhkan mama.

Mama memberikan ASI waktu aku masih bayi, rela mencuci celana kotorku, menahan derita karenaku, menggendongku seharian.

Aku sadari bahwa didunia ini tak ada satu orangpun yang rela mati demi aku selain "MAMA" dan "BAPA" juga. Selamat Ulang Tahun Ya Mama ku tersayang. Aku sayang mama. "

Dulu teringat sewaktu mama bercerita bagaimana aku lahir, dimana mama sampai menangis dalam doamu, menahan kesakitan akan datangnya saat untuk kedatanganku di dunia ini, disaat pisau operasi hampir menyentuh tubuh mama karena aku tak kunjung juga datang, dan karena ketulusan doa mama, dan melebihi usaha manusia, aku datang dan keluar dengan sendirinya, mengingatkanku betapa aku sangat sering menyusahkan mama, disaat aku lahirpun, mama begitu susah dengan kelahiranku, betapa itu sangat memberitahu kepadaku bahwa ketika mama melahirkan ku dengan segala kesakitan yang mama rasakan, membuat aku menyadari bahwa mama siap pula untuk Perang Dunia ke 3. Segala Usaha yang kau berikan kepadaku melebihi apa yang aku dapat dari dunia ini. 

Teringat, dan bahkan aku menangis, karena aku sadar, begitu sering aku menyakiti hatimu ma, membuat mama gelisah, melawan kepadamu ma, bahkan sering pula ketika mama menegur aku secara halus, tetapi yang aku lakukan adalah mengacuhkan mama. Aku menyesal ma...

Waktu aku masih bayi, mama memberikan aku ASI, dimana tidak ada makanan lain untuk ku selain daripada ASI yang diberikan mama untukku, mama juga rela mencuci celana kotor ku bahkan sampai saat ini aku pun masih menyadari bahwa cucian dari tangan mama lah yang paling bersih didunia. Gak ada Tempat Laundry dimanapun, bahkan disini, ditempatku ini aku telah banyak mencoba, hanya hasil dari tangan mama lah yang TERBAIK. Menandakan bahwa betapa tulusnya engkau melakukan semua hal untukku. Dihari - hari pertama aku sekolah, Mama lah yang mengantar aku, menjemput aku, dan kedatangan mama seperti kedatangan seorang jagoan melebihi dari jagoan manapun bahkan Satria Baja Hitam (film yang dulu selalu ku tonton dulu ma yang mama sampai rela untuk ikut menemani aku menonton) dan mama sangat aku banggakan ketika mama datang menjemput aku..

Ya BENAR ma.. MAMA LAH JAGOAN itu, 

Cuma mama yang rela Mati demi aku, seperti seorang jagoan yang rela mati untuk orang lain.Dan karena mama lah JAGOAN itu.. Mama yang menerima aku baik dan buruknya diriku.. 

Disini aku kesepian tanpa melihat mama, tanpa mendengar tawa mama, tanpa mendengar omelan mama. 

Ma, aku masih inget kok, kalaupun mama ngomel, tetapi kalau aku membuat mama tertawa hanya mama lah yang bisa tertawa tulus, bahkan aku juga geli sendiri melihat mamaku tertawa. aku rindu padamu ma, rindu dipelukmu, dimarahi, disini sepi ma.. masih sangat banyak hal yang mama berikan dan bahkan hal terbaik yang selalu kau berikan kepadaku. 

Mama, maaf ya ma tulisan ini begitu sederhana di hari ulang tahunmu yang spesial. Aku tahu kok ma, Tulisan ini jelek, Tapi aku membuat Tulisan ini sambil menangis.. 

Mama, SELAMAT ULANG TAHUN YANG KE 47 YA MAMA. AKU SANGAT SAYANG KEPADAMU MAMA. 

If My Heart Was A House

You're the sky that I fell throughAnd I remember the view
Whenever I'm holding you
The sun hung from a string
Looking down on the world as it warmed over everything
Chills run down my spine
As our fingers entwine
And your sighs harmonize with mine
Unmistakably I can still feel your heart beat fast when you dance with me.

We got older and I should have known
(do you feel alive)
That I feel colder when I walk alone
(Oh but you'll survive)
So I may as well ditch my dismay (Bombs away, bombs away)

Circle me and the needle moves gracefully
Back and forth
If my heart was a compass you'd be north
Risk it all cuz I'll catch you if you fall
Wherever you go
If my heart was a house you'd be home.

It makes me smile because you said it best
I would clearly feel blessed if the sun rose up from the west
Flower balm perfume
All my clothes smell like you
Cuz you're favorite shade is navy blue

I walk slowly when I'm on my own
(do you feel alive)
Yeah but frankly I still feel alone
(Oh but you'll survive)
So I may as well ditch my dismay
(Bombs away, bombs away)

Circle me and the needle moves gracefully
Back and forth
If my heart was a compass you'd be north
Risk it all cuz I'll catch you if you fall
Wherever you go
If my heart was a house you'd be home.

If my heart was a house you'd be home.

Bring you home

When you're lost and there's no where to go

And your heart bears a heavy load
Don't give up 'cos you are not alone
'Cos I am always here to bring you home

You took a chance
You crossed the thin red line
And how every word can seem so unkind
Don't believe you'll ever lose it all
'Cos I am always here to bring you home

You'll make mistakes
And hearts will break
And tears will always fall
The world is turning and you are learning
What matters most of all
That you are not alone

Now's your time, so go on be free
Don't hold back, be all that you can be
And if you fall, you don't fall alone
'Cos I am always here to bring you home

You'll make mistakes
And hearts will break
And tears will always fall
The world is turning and you are learning
What matters most of all
That you are not alone

When you're lost and there's no where to go
And your heart bears a heavy load
Don't give up 'cos you are not alone
'Cos I am always here to bring you home

Kau memang sempurna

Kau Sempurna

Inilah cinta..
Yang ingin kuberi untukmu..
Cinta yang tak bertepi..
Cinta yang tak pernah mati..


Jangan!! Jangan pernah!!..
Kau pergi walau tuk sementara..
Karena yang ku tahu..
Ku tak akan sanggup tanpamu..


Kaulah yang sempurna..
Seperti yang ku mau
Indah di hidupku..
Tak inginku..
Jauh darimu..
Kau belahan jiwaku..
Tak akan pernah kulepas..


Kau Indah
Kau Indah

How Do I Live Without You ??

How do I get through one night without you
If I had to live without you
What kind of life would that be
Oh I, I need you in my arms
Need you to hold
You're my world, my heart, my soul

If you ever leave
Baby you would take away everything good in my life
And tell me now

How do I live without you
I want to know
How do I breathe without you
If you ever go
How do I ever, ever survive
How do I
How do I
Oh, how do I live

Without you, there'd be no sun in my sky
There would be no love in my life
There'd be no world left for me
And I, oh Baby, I don't know what I would do
I'd be lost if I lost you
I
f you ever leave
Baby you would take away everything real in my life
And tell me now

How do I live without you
I want to know
How do I breathe without you
If you ever go
How do I ever, ever survive
How do I
How do I
Oh, how do I live

Please tell me baby
How do I go on

If you ever leave
Baby you would take away everything
Need you with me
Baby don't you know that you're everything good in my life
And tell me now

How do I live without you
I want to know
How do I breathe without you
If you ever go
How do I ever, ever survive
How do I
How do I
Oh, how do I live

how do I live without you
how do I live without you baby
how do I live....

Superman

I've been heading in the wrong direction
Hiding from my own protection
Running but my heart was standing still
I guess you saw the light inside me
Your love has been a torch to guide me
I hope I can be all that you deserve


Well I'm not superman
But I'll love you the best I can
And you know I'm just flesh and bones, but with you
I feel I'm flying
Don't you know I'm not superman
But I'll always be your man

I was searching for a heart that's beating
As fast as the way I'm feeling
Trying to find some peace there in my soul
You know it was your love that saved me
The answer to my prayers you gave me
And I hope I'll be all you deserve



I'd fight for you
I'd die for you
You know I would
Hold back the night, light up the sky
Oh if I could...



I'll always be your man
I'll always be your man.

Kerjaan Kamu Apa Kok Berani-Beraninya Ngelamar Anak Saya!!

>Berani ngelamar anak saya, kerjaan kamu apa? | Saya pemburu hantu, Om. >Trus? | Saya akan membasmi masa lalu yg menghantui anak Om..

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>Berani ngelamar anak saya, kerjaan kamu apa? | Saya pemulung, Om. >Trus? | Saya bisa memunguti remah2 hati anak Om yg tercecer. >Woogh!

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>Berani ngelamar anak saya, kerjaan kamu apa? | Saya tukang cat, Om. Saya tentu bisa bikin hidup anak Om lebih berwarna. >Lambemu.

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>Berani ngelamar anak saya, kerjaan kamu apa? | Saya orang gak punya, Om. Yang saya miliki cuma cinta.

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>Berani ngelamar anak saya, kerjaan kamu apa? | Saya anak agensi, Om. Gak bakal repot nge-buzz undangan nikah saya dg anak Om. >Dengkulmu.

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>Berani ngelamar anak saya, kerjaan kamu apa? | Saya guru olah vokal. Om. Saya fasih dan jelas sekali mengucapkan kalimat akad nikah. >...

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>Berani ngelamar anak saya, kerjaan kamu apa? | Saya sutradara, Om. Saya pastikan drama rumah tangga saya dengan anak Om bakal happy ending.

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>Berani ngelamar anak saya, kerjaan kamu apa? | Saya tukang jahit, Om. Saya bisa menjahit & menyatukan hati anak Om dg punya saya. >Ndasmu.

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>Berani ngelamar anak saya, kerjaan kamu apa? | Saya hacker, Om.. Hanya saya yg mampu menjebol canggihnya sistem pertahanan di hati anak Om.

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>Ber4ni nGeL4m4R aNak saYaH, K4moh c4P4h? | Ampun, Om. Saya gak alay, Om!!!

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>Berani ngelamar anak saya, kerjaan kamu apa? | Saya stuntman, Om. Saya bersedia melakukan adegan "berbahaya" bersama anak Om. >MAKSUD LO APA?

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>Berani ngelamar anak saya, kerjaan kamu apa? | Saya kaskuser aktif, Gan— eh eh, maaf Om!!!

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>Emang kerjaan kamu apaan berani ngelamar anak saya ? | Petugas BPOM pak. Pengen bikin biar anak bapak ada tulisan 'halal' nya buat saya. :')

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>emang kerjaan kamu apa, berani2 lamar anak saya? | kuli bangunan pak, saya bisa membangun pondasi yg kuat untuk hubungan kami.

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>Berani ngelamar anak saya, kerjaan kamu apa? | Tukang cuci om, saya bisa mencuci bersih smua kenangan manis anak om dengan mantannya. >........( emang anak gw sm mantannya ngapain aja? )

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>Berani ngelamar anak saya, kerjaan kamu apa? | Ga ada om, saya modal ganteng doang. >Hah?? anak gw kan cowo smua??.

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Berani ngelamar anak saya, kerjaan kamu apa? | Saya tukang tambel ban, Om. >Trus? | saya jago menambal rasa kesepian dihati anak om

iseng - iseng kepikiran si dia. hahaha..

Tempat Terakhir by Padi

Meskipun aku di surga
Mungkin aku tak bahagia
Bahagiaku tak sempurna bila itu tanpamu 

Lama sudah kau menemani langkah kaki
Di sepanjang perjalanan hidup penuh cerita
Kau adalah bagian hidupku
Dan akupun menjadi bagian dalam hidupmu
Yang tak terpisah

Kau bagaikan angin di bawah sayapku
Sendiri aku tak bisa seimbang
Apa jadinya bila kau tak di sisi

Meskipun aku di surga
Mungkin aku tak bahagia
Bahagiaku tak sempurna bila itu tanpamu
Aku ingin kau menjadi bidadariku di sana
Tempat terakhir melabuhkan hidup di keabadian

Bila nanti aku kehilangan, mungkin itu hanya sesaat
Karena kuyakin kita kan bertemu lagi

Kau bagaikan angin di bawah sayapku
Sendiri aku tak bisa seimbang
Apa jadinya bila kau tak di sisi

Meskipun aku di surga

Meskipun aku di surga
Mungkin aku tak bahagia
Bahagiaku tak sempurna bila itu tanpamu
Aku ingin kau menjadi bidadariku di sana
Tempat terakhir melabuhkan hidup di keabadian

Mungkin aku tak bahagia
Bahagiaku tak sempurna bila itu tanpamu
Aku ingin kau menjadi bidadariku di sana
Tempat terakhir melabuhkan hidup di keabadian

Long Distance

There's only so many songs

That I can sing to pass the time

And I'm running out of things to do

To get you off my mind

Ooohh,no

All i have is this picture in a frame

That I hold close to see your face every day

With you is where I'd rather be

But we're stuck where we are

And it's so hard,you're so far

This long distance is killing me

I wish that you were here with me

But we're stuck where we are

And it's so hard,you're so far

This long distance is killing me

It's so hard,it's so hard

Where we are,where we are

You're so far,this long distance is killing me

It's so hard,it's so hard

Where we are,where we are

You're so far,this long distance is killing me

Now the minutes feel like hours

And the hours feel like days

While I'm away

You know right now I can't be home

But I'm coming home soon,coming home soon

All i have is this picture in a frame

With you is where I'd rather be

But we're stuck where we are

And it's so hard,you're so far

This long distance is killing me

I wish that you were here with me

But we're stuck where we are

And it's so hard,you're so far

Can you hear me crying?

Can you hear me crying?

Can you hear me crying?

With you is where I'd rather be

But we're stuck where we are

And it's so hard,you're so far

This long distance is killing me

I wish that you were here with me

But we're stuck where we are

And it's so hard,you're so far

This long distance is killing me

It's so hard,it's so hard

Where we are,where we are

You're so far,this long distance is killing me

It's so hard,it's so hard

Where we are,where we are

You're so far,this long distance is killing me

There's only so many songs

That I can sing to pass the tïme..